My main compy is on the ropes :(
The SSD card is fried and installing anything else on it is likely not going to work.
I can deal with this. I guess. I mean… I have enough to deal with this and make it work and stretch stuff out but…
This was the first computer I earned. I actually had a job that paid me money and I could afford to buy something I wanted and not have to wheedle it out of anyone else.
Getting a replacement is not going to be as easy, since that job no longer exists. Thanks to my spiralling anxiety, I don’t feel right in charging my Patreon any monthly fees. It’s like I don’t have anything worth selling to anyone.
That’s impacted everything. My continuing hunt for an agent/publisher is on pause because my writing is on pause. I don’t feel right flinging unedited books out there and though I’ve finished a lot of books, the aren’t edited because so few of my Betas get back to me.
Editing is hell anyway.
Stupid gremlin brain thinking any kid of correction == I Am Evil Somehow.
…where the fuck is the reset button for 2020? We need a do-over.
I am running disc doctor on my main compy
Said compy is currently frozen.
I am sincerely hoping that this is not a bad sign.
If it is not un-frozen by the time I’m done with today’s Instant, the fire snapshot will be low res because smaller monitor :P
I apologise for the inconvenience.
Why does this keep on happening?
- Me: Checking my tags, seeing if anythings new. Lalala...
- Home Icon: 1!
- Me: Yay! New shit on my dash! [clickies home icon]
- Dash: Lol nope!
- Home Icon: Psych!
- Me: [Primal scream of frustration]