Please help me
My life has been an utter mess lately.
If you’ve followed me for a while you probably already know. But for those who don’t, here’s what’s up.
My roommate lost his job for a while and put us months behind on all our bills. He finally found a part time job but it doesnt pay enough for anything. Then his mom had a stroke. And now he’s moving in with her. Leaving us even more in debt. Cuz even tho he wasnt paying what he owed us he was at least able to pay for some groceries and help with a small bill. But when i confronted him about paying me more or moving out he tried to kill himself and then went to an asylum until his mom came and got him. From ohio. Now she’s gonna move to illinois to be with him. Groovy. But I’m still in debt. And he’s still gonna get a settlement for his damaged eye but he’ll be long gone by then and all the money he promised won’t ever appear.
So i had my other friend from work come stay with us. Cuz his roommate got fired and didnt even try to find a new job. So he kicked him out but then he couldnt pay all the bills by himself and his hours got cut and now he might be fired next because we have to share my car and when i work 5-midnight and he works midnight to 7am, how are we supposed to do that? It takes over an hour to walk here and its on a highway.
He has been dropping me off at 5 and coming in at midnight and then i go home and sleep for a few hours and come back to get him at 7 but its killing me and i havent had a good rest in ages.
My van needs a new wiperblade motor and right now i have no wiper blades and havent since like july cuz never enough money and i have to fight so hard just to make rent. Which is 650. My checks are only 500ish. Until my checks start getting docked from a hospital..
Our electricity was off for almost a week. We lost all our food. We dont have trash service anymore so our house is filling up with garbage and flies and roaches and mice. We have 5 cats and 3 arent fixed and 1 of them is a boy so we have to keep him locked up so he dont knock up the other 2 until we can afford to fix him.
Also my stepdad has been fighting cancer and had to have a huge operation so my parents cant even help me. Idk what im going to do.
We are in a serious situation that i cant figure out how I’m ever gonna come out of alive. I keep having panic attacks. I havent been able to get my paxil because i owe the hospital 3000 and im afraid to even make an appointment. Im stressed out of my mind. And someone at work told me my new roommate is on the chopping block because they’re gutting hours. ????????
So if anyone can help out with a few dollars I’ll definitely put it to good use i promise. We need all the help we can get. Or we’re all so screwed.
Paypal.me/karae is the best way. Or share this and help me spread it around. Tumblr is my only hope. I just need to make it one more week.
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